Monday, November 1, 2010
|9:55 AM|
|9:55 AM|
.Dream 48: Immature Kid.
Just tell me I'm wrong, and I'll stop... I've totally no idea nor strength to do anything...
Monday, October 25, 2010
|7:10 PM|
|7:10 PM|
Dream 47: Tired
I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired. I'm really tired.
Friday, September 24, 2010
|8:59 AM|
|8:59 AM|
Dream 46: Idiots
You're an idiot!! And you know what? I'm as stupid as you!! :D
Monday, August 23, 2010
|6:21 PM|
|6:21 PM|
.Dream 45: This is not a dream anymore.
I guess when you've the answer to everything. Everything seems so clear. You know how to solve every problems, every obstacles you have in life. Just like the Lion with the Lion's heart, which fears no beast. You're not afraid of obstacles or persecutions to come, you know with sincere prayers, strong faith, great actions, human revolution and courage, you'll be able to solve anything you want. Thus, now the question is not anymore, "How do I solve this complicated problems that I've in life?". The question now is, "Do you want to solve this problem?" If yes, the answer is just right in front of you. Obstacles will always be there. No matter you overcome it or not, more obstacles will comes into your life. For each Obstacles that you did not overcome, you'll regress in your faith, being more unhappy and regret it even more. I've wasted 1 year not growing and even regressing. Therefore, what I've decided to do now is, going back to each of the obstacles and challenge them again. Making sure that those obstacles that I've lost to, I'm going to win them back. Thus, leading my life to the fullest. And lastly, I'm out of time! Don't even know how much time do I still have exactly, I cannot waste anymore time!
Thank you so much to, Roy, Benjamin, Li Jia, Jih Yang, Jia Yang, Ivan, Fu Hong, Laura, Colin.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
|9:25 PM|
|9:25 PM|
.Dream 44: Alone.
Sometimes, I really feel... I'm on my own...
|8:57 AM|
.Dream 43: Death.
[Disclaimer: For those whom are sensitive about this topic, PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE ON READING... Anything stated here that sounds familiar are all purely coincidence...]
I was just thinking...
What happen if you actually know when you die? I mean it's not possible. Like sometimes, if you got some illness, doctors will also tell you when you die. But then again, life is so strange and full of uncertainly. We never know what's going to happen next. But the strange thing is, even if someone were to let you know when you're going to die. Will you still live your life to the fullest? Will life your life without regrets? Maybe you'll, maybe you won't. Anyway, then again, what's the rational behind living your life to the fullest and what does it exactly means? Is earning big money = living your life to the fullest? Maybe yes? And maybe no? I mean, if you've a good reason behind why you want to earn money for. Why not? But definitely the route to getting it must definitely not be injustice. We can also say, so what even if that person earns big money yet he can only live till next year? What is it for?
And if you actually know that you're going die soon. Will you continue to study? I mean, cos I'm a student myself. Thus, study is closely related to myself. Actually, I don't really know what I myself will do, is there even still a need to it? What will you choose? Stay in school? Or do something else, which is the so-called "living your life to the fullest"? Or will you even actually stay at your bedroom, cry and blame over life, thinking that "life sux!". But sometimes the truth is, "It's not about life that sux, is about the person whom says it." I mean, everyone have the rights to make their choice and decision, even though, it's not the best choice, or it's even worst, and they might regret it, but overall, it is still their choice to be made. No one else, have the rights to decide for them. Thus, if now someone were to tell you that you're going to die soon... Will that spurs you to study even harder? If it does, I mean, it may be a good thing?
Will you still confess to the girl that you loved. Tell her that, you'll only have another year to be together with her, then let her cry out during your funeral? Isn't it why, in so many movies and TV dramas that the actors all kept their illness within themselves and act like they just don't like the girl anymore, make the girl cry then let her found out that you've a reason behind doing so, lastly hug her and choose to live your rest of your life together with her? This may be choice to be made by people whom are in this scenario. But who knows what's the best answer? Wisdom would definitely help.
There're so much to talk about, so little time to spare...
.Dream 42: Lying.
Is lying bad? I mean, why lie? Why tell people lies? Even if you're trying to tell a white-lie to another person, but still... Why can't the person know that truth? Is it that he/she is been barred from the truth? Then why aren't we saying the truth all the time? Why are we, exactly, creating white-lie over small things? Why EVEN LIE? Why not just say the truth, let the person cry / get over with it, try to accompany the person, fight alongside with the person. Why must we say white-lie? I mean, it may be better sometimes if you choose to say the truth isn't it? Or am I just lying about what I wrote here?
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
|7:21 PM|
|7:21 PM|
.Dream 41: Challenges.
Sick, 3D Modeling, Institution Meeting, District, Antmation, SP3, Exhibition, NYP 2011 Jam, Portfolio....
Anything I missed out?
SSA
Singapore Soka Association is a Buddhist organisation established to promote understanding and practice of Buddhism. Buddhism teaches that every individual has the potential to become enlightened in his or her lifetime. Each person has within, the power to overcome life's challenges, to live a life of value and be a positive influence in one's community, society and the world. Soka in Chinese means Value Creation. Please go SSA Website for more info.
FBodz
Having dance as my passion. Foreign Bodies is the hip hop/street dance club in NYP that I just joined. Not much performance now. I'll update more next time! More updates are in Foreign Bodies Blog
SRN
Every month, we'll have our district discussion meetings where we'll learn and discuss more about Buddhism and Life. This is split by the chapter and district we are in. I'm in Serangoon North Chapter, district 4, together with my parents! We normally have several platforms for our youths. We had a Chapter Friendship Gathering where we invite our friends to our center to know more about our Buddhism, and during then, our youths together put up and short skit and dance! We also have BBQ session to celebrate the success of our Chapter Friendship Gathering and also Pot Luk Session for our youths in SRN to bond more together!
ITAC
I was in ITAC from OCT 07 to JUN 09. ITAC is an institution that is under our Student Division [SD] in SSA. Student Division members consist of all tertiary students in Singapore, from all JCs, ITEs, Polys, to University and also Private Schools. ITAC stands for Institute of Technical, Arts and Commence, which consist of all the private schools in Singapore. In ITAC, we study intensively into Buddhism and our Mentor, Daisaku Ikeda. We also encourage our members and leaders to do our best in our studies and work, and become Future Leaders of the Intellectual World to lead people to happiness! ITACSD Blog
NYPSD
I've just transfered from ITAC to NYPSD during this year, June. NYPSD is another institution in SD. Our members and CICs [Campus-In-Charge] are students all studying in NYP! We usually meet up in NYP itself or SYC [Soka Youth Center] to study Buddhism, chant together, encourage each other and most importantly to create more values in our and other's life! Anyone that is studying in NYP and interested learn about Buddhism or wish to join our activities can feel free to contact me!
HCF
Hugs and Chatterbox Family is my clique when I was still in FD [Future Division, which consist of all the secondary school students]. The group started to formed in Dec 07. We mainly encourage each other thru Buddhism and dance together to perform. HCF had performed a spirit booster dance item for Chingay 07, hip hop dance for FDGM 08 [Future Division General Meeting] and SD Anniversary 08!
FLINT 1
FLINT stands for Future Leaders In Niche Training. It is a training course in FD [Future Division], which train us to be a better person and also to be future leaders of SSA. Currently FLINT have already come to the sixth batch and I'm proud to say that I'm in the first batch, which our trainings was during Feb 06 to May 06. But we didn't just stopped there. FLINT 1 has continued to do a project in FD Sports Meet during June 06, Ignites Concert during Aug 06, Reunion during Nov 07, Sensei's 80th Birthday Present Making during Dec 07, CNY Light Up Hip Hop Dance as Trainers during Nov 08 to Jan 09 and FLINT 1-5 Kenshu during Jan 09! And I strongly believe that, there'll be more to come!
Dynamo
Dynamo is a group in Chingay 07, where I get to know most of my best friends in Gakkai now! Even through, it wasn't a very long training period, but that time was definitely the best dance trainings I ever had. And up til now, we are still have reunion meet ups!
FD-Coaching
FD-Coaching is a Coaching Class started off by EngPeng, Jerry, Laura, Alvin, QiJun and me! It is an offical group in FD that fully in-charged by SD Students. The purpose to set up FD-Coaching is to help our juniors in their studies towards 'O/N' Levels, encourage them in from our own experiences and also bring them back to Faith. Currently FD-Coaching is in-charged by Ivan from NYPSD. For more information, please go, FD-Coaching Blog
DA02
DA02 is my class in NYP - School of Interactive and Digital Media - Digital Media Design (Animation) Course. Being the noisiest, most positive, cheerful and definitely most outrageous class in DMD(A). We have being complained by many lecturers during the first month of school. But now, we are proud to say that we do not receive anymore complains! Haha! I'm really happy to be in this class.